The life of the Blessed and Grace-filled Elder Porphyrios of Kavsokalyvia (+1991)
His family
Elder Porphyrios was born on the 7th of February 1906, in the village of St. John Karystia, near Aliveri, in the province of Evia. His parents were poor but pious farmers. His father's name was Leonidas Bairaktaris and his mother's was Eleni, the daughter of Antonios Lambrou.
Elder Porphyrios was born on the 7th of February 1906, in the village of St. John Karystia, near Aliveri, in the province of Evia. His parents were poor but pious farmers. His father's name was Leonidas Bairaktaris and his mother's was Eleni, the daughter of Antonios Lambrou.
At
baptism he was given the name Evangelos. He was the fourth of five
children, and the third child of the four that survived. His oldest
sister, Vassiliki, passed away when she was a year old. Today, only his
youngest sister, who is a nun is still alive.
His
father had a monastic calling but obviously did not become a monk. He
was, however, the village cantor, and St. Nectarios called upon his
services during his journeys through the area, but poverty forced him to
emigrate to America to work on the construction of the Panama canal.
His childhood years
The Elder attended the school in his village for only two years. The teacher was sick most of the time and the children didn’t learn much. Seeing the way things were, Evangelos left school, worked on the family farm and tended the few animals that they owned. He started working from the age of eight. Even though he was still very young, in order to make more money, he went to work in a coal mine. He later worked in a grocer's store in Halkhida and in Piraeus.
The Elder attended the school in his village for only two years. The teacher was sick most of the time and the children didn’t learn much. Seeing the way things were, Evangelos left school, worked on the family farm and tended the few animals that they owned. He started working from the age of eight. Even though he was still very young, in order to make more money, he went to work in a coal mine. He later worked in a grocer's store in Halkhida and in Piraeus.
His
father had taught him the Supplicatory Canon (Paraklisis) to the Mother
of God (Panagia), and whatever else of our faith he could. As a child
he developed quickly. He himself told us that he was eight years old
when he first started shaving. He looked much older than he actually
was. From his childhood he was very serious, industrious and diligent.
Monastic calling
While he was looking after the sheep, and even when working in the grocer’s store, he slowly read the life story of St. John the Hut-dweller. He wanted to follow the example of the saint. So he set off for Mt. Athos many times, but for various reasons he never made it and returned home. Finally, when he was about fourteen or fifteen years of age, he again left for Mt. Athos. This time he was determined to make it and this time he did.
While he was looking after the sheep, and even when working in the grocer’s store, he slowly read the life story of St. John the Hut-dweller. He wanted to follow the example of the saint. So he set off for Mt. Athos many times, but for various reasons he never made it and returned home. Finally, when he was about fourteen or fifteen years of age, he again left for Mt. Athos. This time he was determined to make it and this time he did.
The
Lord, who watches over the destinies of us all, brought about things in
such a way that Evangelos met his future spiritual father, the
hieromonk Panteleimon, while he was on the ferry boat between
Thessaloniki and the Holy Mountain [Mt. Athos] Father Panteleimon
immediately took the young boy under his wing. Evangelos was not yet an
adult, and so should not have been allowed on the Holy mountain. Fr.
Panteleimon said he was his nephew and his entrance was assured.
The Chapel of the Cell of St. George, where St. Porphyrios lived in asceticism on Mount Athos (source)
The monastic life
His elder, Fr. Panteleimon, took him to Kavsokalyvia to the Hut of St. George. Fr. Panteleimon lived there with his brother Fr. Ioannikios. The well-known monk, the blessed Hatzigeorgios had once lived there too.
His elder, Fr. Panteleimon, took him to Kavsokalyvia to the Hut of St. George. Fr. Panteleimon lived there with his brother Fr. Ioannikios. The well-known monk, the blessed Hatzigeorgios had once lived there too.
In
this way, Elder Porphyrios acquired two spiritual fathers at the same
time. He gladly gave absolute obedience to both of them. He embraced the
monastic life with great zeal. His only complaint was that his elders
didn’t demand enough of him. He told us very little about his ascetic
struggles and we have few details. From what he very rarely said to his
spiritual children about it, we can conclude that he happily and
continuously struggled hard. He would walk barefoot among the rocky and
snowy paths of the Holy Mountain. He slept very little, and then with
only one blanket and on the floor of the hut, even keeping the window
open when it was snowing. During the night he would make many
prostrations, stripping himself to the waist so that sleep would not
overcome him. He worked; wood-carving or outside cutting down trees,
gathering snails or carrying sacks of earth on his back for long
distances, so that a garden could be created on the rocky terrain near
the Hut of St. George.
He
also immersed himself in the prayers, services and hymns of the Church,
learning them by heart while working with his hands. Eventually from
the continual repetition of the Gospel and from learning it by heart the
same way, he was unable to have thoughts that were not good or that
were idle. He characterized himself, in those years, as being "forever
on the move."
However,
the distinguishing mark of his ascetic struggle was not the physical
effort he made, but rather, his total obedience to his elder. He was
completely dependent upon him. His will disappeared into his elder’s
will. He had total love faith and devotion for his elder. He identified
himself completely with him, making his elder’s conduct in life his own
conduct. It is here that we find the essence of it all. It is here, in
his obedience, that we discover the secret, the key to his life.
This
uneducated boy from the second grade, using the Holy Scriptures as his
dictionary, was able to educate himself. By reading about his beloved
Christ he managed in only a few years to learn as much as, if not more
than, we ever did with all our comforts. We had schools and
universities, teachers and books, but we did not have the fiery
enthusiasm of this young novice.
We
do not know exactly when but certainly not long after reaching the Holy
Mountain, he was tonsured as a monk and given the name Nikitas.
The visitation of divine grace
We should not find it strange that divine grace should rest upon this young monk who was filled with fire for Christ and gave everything for His love. He never once considered all his labors and struggles.
We should not find it strange that divine grace should rest upon this young monk who was filled with fire for Christ and gave everything for His love. He never once considered all his labors and struggles.
It
was still dawn, and the main church of Kavsokalyvia was locked.
Nikitas, however, was standing in the corner of the church entrance
waiting for the bells to ring and the doors to be opened.
He
was followed by the old monk Dimas, a former Russian officer, over
ninety years old, an ascetic and a secret saint. Fr. Dimas looked around
and made sure that nobody was there. He didn’t notice young Nikitas
waiting in the entrance. He started making full prostrations and praying
before the closed church doors.
Divine
grace spilled over from holy Fr. Dimas and cascaded down upon the young
monk Nikitas who was then ready to receive it. His feelings were
indescribable. On his way back to the hut, after receiving Holy
Communion in the Divine Liturgy that morning, his feelings were so
intense that he stopped, stretched out his hands and shouted loudly
"Glory to You, O God! Glory to You, O God! Glory to You, O God!"
The change wrought by the Holy Spirit
Following the visitation of the Holy Spirit, a fundamental change took place in the psychosomatic makeup of young Monk Nikitas. It was the change that comes directly from the right hand of God. He acquired supernatural gifts and was vested with power from on high.
Following the visitation of the Holy Spirit, a fundamental change took place in the psychosomatic makeup of young Monk Nikitas. It was the change that comes directly from the right hand of God. He acquired supernatural gifts and was vested with power from on high.
The
first sign of these gifts was when his elders were returning from a
far-away journey, he was able to "see" them at a great distance. He
"saw" them there, where they were, even though they were not within
human sight. He confessed this to Fr. Panteleimon who advised him to be
very cautious about his gift and to tell no-one. Advice which he
followed very carefully until he was told to do otherwise.
More
followed. His sensitivity to things around him became very acute and
his human capacities developed to their fullest. He listened to and
recognized bird and animal voices to the extent that he knew not just
where they came from, but what they were saying. His sense of smell was
developed to such a degree that he could recognize fragrances at a great
distance. He knew the different types of aroma and their makeup. After
humble prayer he was able to "see" the depths of the earth and the far
reaches of space. He could see through water and through rock
formations. He could see petroleum deposits, radioactivity, ancient and
buried monuments, hidden graves, crevices in the depths of the earth,
subterranean springs, lost icons, scenes of events that had taken place
centuries before, prayers that had been lifted up in the past, good and
evil spirits, the human soul itself, just about everything. He tasted
the quality of water in the depths of the earth. He would question the
rocks and they would tell him about the spiritual struggles of ascetics
who went before him. He looked at people and was able to heal. He
touched people and he made them well. He prayed and his prayer became
reality. However, he never knowingly tried to use these gifts from God
to benefit himself. He never asked for his own ailments to be healed. He
never tried to get personal gain from the knowledge extended to him by
divine grace.
Every
time he used his gift of discernment, (diakrisis) the hidden thoughts
of the human mind were revealed to him. He was able, through the grace
of God, to see the past, the present and the future all at the same
time. He confirmed that God is all-knowing and all-powerful. He was able
to observe and touch all creation, from the edges of the Universe to
the depth of the human soul and history. St. Paul’s phrase "One and the
same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one
individually as He wills" (1.Cor.12:11) certainly held true for Elder
Porphyrios. Naturally, he was a human being, and received divine grace,
which comes from God. This God who for reasons of His own sometimes did
not reveal everything. Life lived in grace is an unknown mystery for us.
Any more talk on the matter would be a rude invasion into matters we
don’t understand. The Elder always pointed this out to all those who
attributed his abilities to something other than grace. He underlined
this fact, again and again, saying "It’s not something that’s learnt.
It’s not a skill. It is GRACE."
Return to the world
Even after being overshadowed by divine grace, this young disciple of the Lord continued in his ascetic struggles as before, with humility, godly zeal and unprecedented love of learning. The Lord now wanted to make him a teacher and shepherd of His rational sheep. He tried him out, measured him up, and found him adequate.
Even after being overshadowed by divine grace, this young disciple of the Lord continued in his ascetic struggles as before, with humility, godly zeal and unprecedented love of learning. The Lord now wanted to make him a teacher and shepherd of His rational sheep. He tried him out, measured him up, and found him adequate.
Monk
Nikitas never but never thought of leaving the Holy Mountain and
returning to the world. His divine all-consuming love for our Savior
drove him to wish and to dream of finding himself in the open desert
and, except for his sweet Jesus, completely alone.
However,
severe pleurisy, finding him worn down from his superhuman ascetic
struggles, caught hold of him while he was gathering snails on the rocky
cliffs. This forced his elders to order him to take up residence in a
monastery in the world, so that he could become well again. He obeyed
and returned to the world, but as soon as he recovered he went back to
the place of his repentance. He again fell ill; this time his elders,
with a great deal of sadness, sent him back into the world for good.
Thus,
at nineteen years of age, we find him living as a monk at the Monastery
Lefkon of St. Charalambos, close to his birthplace. Nevertheless he
continued with the regime he had learnt on the Holy Mountain, his psalms
and the like. He was, however, forced to scale down his fasting until
his health got better.
Ordination to the Priesthood
It was in this monastery that he met the Archbishop of Sinai, Porphyrios III, a visiting guest there. From his conversation with Nikitas he noticed the virtue and the divine gifts that he possessed. He was so impressed that on the 26th of July 1927, the feast of St. Paraskevi, he ordained him a deacon. The very next day, the feast of St. Panteleimon, he promoted him to the priesthood as a member of the Sinaite Monastery. He was given the name Porphyrios. The ordination took place in the Chapel of the Holy Metropolis of Karystia, in the Diocese of Kymi. The Metropolitan of Karystia, Panteleimon Phostini also took part in the service. Elder Porphyrios was only twenty-one years old.
It was in this monastery that he met the Archbishop of Sinai, Porphyrios III, a visiting guest there. From his conversation with Nikitas he noticed the virtue and the divine gifts that he possessed. He was so impressed that on the 26th of July 1927, the feast of St. Paraskevi, he ordained him a deacon. The very next day, the feast of St. Panteleimon, he promoted him to the priesthood as a member of the Sinaite Monastery. He was given the name Porphyrios. The ordination took place in the Chapel of the Holy Metropolis of Karystia, in the Diocese of Kymi. The Metropolitan of Karystia, Panteleimon Phostini also took part in the service. Elder Porphyrios was only twenty-one years old.
St. Porphyrios, as a young Archimandrite (source)
The Spiritual Father
After this the resident Metropolitan of Karystia, Panteleimon appointed him with an official letter of warrant to be a father confessor. He carried out this new "talent" that was given him with humanity and hard work. He studied the "Confessor’s Handbook." However, when he tried to follow to the letter what it said regarding penance, he was troubled. He realized that he had to handle each of the faithful individually. He found the answer in the writings of St. Basil, who advised, "We write all these things so that you can taste the fruits of repentance. We do not consider the time it takes, but we take note of the manner of repentance." (Ep.217no.84.) He took this advice to heart and put it into practice. Even in his ripe old age he reminded young father confessors of this advice.
After this the resident Metropolitan of Karystia, Panteleimon appointed him with an official letter of warrant to be a father confessor. He carried out this new "talent" that was given him with humanity and hard work. He studied the "Confessor’s Handbook." However, when he tried to follow to the letter what it said regarding penance, he was troubled. He realized that he had to handle each of the faithful individually. He found the answer in the writings of St. Basil, who advised, "We write all these things so that you can taste the fruits of repentance. We do not consider the time it takes, but we take note of the manner of repentance." (Ep.217no.84.) He took this advice to heart and put it into practice. Even in his ripe old age he reminded young father confessors of this advice.
Having
matured in this way the young hieromonk Porphyrios, by God’s grace,
applied himself successfully to the work of spiritual father in Evia
until 1940. He would receive large numbers of the faithful for
confession every day. On many occasions he would hear confession for
hours without a break. His reputation as a spiritual father, knower of
souls, and sure guide, quickly spread throughout the neighboring area.
This meant that many people flocked to his confessional at the Holy
Monastery of Lefkon close to Avlona, Evia. Sometimes whole days and
nights would pass by with no let-up and no rest, as he fulfilled this
godly work, this sacrament. He would help those who came to him with his
gift of discernment, guiding them to self-knowledge, truthful
confession and the life in Christ. With this same gift he uncovered
snares of the devil, saving souls from his evil traps and devices.
Archimandrite
In 1938 he was awarded the office of Archimandrite from the Metropolitan of Karystia, "in honor of the service that you have given to the Church as a Spiritual Father until now, and for the virtuous hopes our Holy Church cherishes for you" (protocol no. 92/10-2-1938) as written by the Metropolitan. The hopes of whom, by the grace of God, were realized.
In 1938 he was awarded the office of Archimandrite from the Metropolitan of Karystia, "in honor of the service that you have given to the Church as a Spiritual Father until now, and for the virtuous hopes our Holy Church cherishes for you" (protocol no. 92/10-2-1938) as written by the Metropolitan. The hopes of whom, by the grace of God, were realized.
Priest, for a short time at the parish of Tsakayi, Evia and to the Monastery of St. Nicholas of Ano Vathia
He was assigned by the resident Metropolitan as a priest to the village of Tsakayi, Evia. Some of the older villagers cherish fond memories of his presence there to this day. He had left the Holy Monastery of St. Charalambos because it had been turned into a convent. So, around 1938 we find him living in the ruined and abandoned Holy Monastery of St. Nicholas, Ano Vathias, Evia, in the jurisdiction of the Metropolitan of Halkhida.
He was assigned by the resident Metropolitan as a priest to the village of Tsakayi, Evia. Some of the older villagers cherish fond memories of his presence there to this day. He had left the Holy Monastery of St. Charalambos because it had been turned into a convent. So, around 1938 we find him living in the ruined and abandoned Holy Monastery of St. Nicholas, Ano Vathias, Evia, in the jurisdiction of the Metropolitan of Halkhida.
St. Porphyrios (source)
In the desert of the city
When the turmoil of the Second World War approached Greece, the Lord enlisted His obedient servant, Porphyrios, assigning him to a new post, closer to his embattled people. On the 12th of October 1940 he was given the duty of temporary priest to the Chapel of St. Gerasimos in the Athens Polyclinic, which can be found on the corner of Socrates and Pireaus Street, close to Omonia Square. He himself requested the position out of the compassionate love he had for his fellows who were suffering. He wanted to be near them during the most difficult times in their lives, when illness, pain and the shadow of death showed the hopelessness of all other hope except for hope in Christ.
When the turmoil of the Second World War approached Greece, the Lord enlisted His obedient servant, Porphyrios, assigning him to a new post, closer to his embattled people. On the 12th of October 1940 he was given the duty of temporary priest to the Chapel of St. Gerasimos in the Athens Polyclinic, which can be found on the corner of Socrates and Pireaus Street, close to Omonia Square. He himself requested the position out of the compassionate love he had for his fellows who were suffering. He wanted to be near them during the most difficult times in their lives, when illness, pain and the shadow of death showed the hopelessness of all other hope except for hope in Christ.
There
were other applicants with excellent credentials who were also
interested in the post, but the Lord enlightened the director of the
Polyclinic. Humble and charming, Porphyrios, who was uneducated
according to the standards of the world but wise according to God, was
chosen. The person who made this choice later expressed his amazement
and joy in finding a true priest saying, "I found a perfect father, just
like Christ wants."
He
served the Polyclinic as its employed chaplain, for thirty whole years
and then in order to be of service to his spiritual children who sought
him there, voluntarily, for a further three years
Here
as well as the role of chaplain, which he carried out with complete
love and devotion, celebrating the services with wonderful devotion;
confessing, admonishing, healing souls and many times bodily ailments
too, he also acted as spiritual father to as many of those that came to
him.
"Yes, you yourselves know that these hands were provided for my necessities and for those who were with me." (Acts 20:34)
Elder Porphyrios, with his lack of academic qualifications, agreed to be chaplain of the Polyclinic for a salary of next to nothing. It was not enough to support himself, his parents and the few other close relatives who relied on him. He had to work for a living. He organized in succession, a poultry farm and then a weaving-shop. In his zeal for services to be celebrated in the most uplifting manner, he applied himself to the composition of aromatic substances which could then be used in the preparation of the incense used in divine worship. In fact in the 1970’s he made an original discovery. He combined charcoal with aromatic essences, now censing the church with his own slow-burning charcoal that gave off a sweet fragrance of spirituality. He never, it seems, revealed the details of this discovery.
Elder Porphyrios, with his lack of academic qualifications, agreed to be chaplain of the Polyclinic for a salary of next to nothing. It was not enough to support himself, his parents and the few other close relatives who relied on him. He had to work for a living. He organized in succession, a poultry farm and then a weaving-shop. In his zeal for services to be celebrated in the most uplifting manner, he applied himself to the composition of aromatic substances which could then be used in the preparation of the incense used in divine worship. In fact in the 1970’s he made an original discovery. He combined charcoal with aromatic essences, now censing the church with his own slow-burning charcoal that gave off a sweet fragrance of spirituality. He never, it seems, revealed the details of this discovery.
From
1955 he leased the small monastery of St. Nicholas, Kallisia, which
belongs to the Holy Monastery of Pendeli. He systematically cultivated
the land around it, putting in a lot of hard work. It was here that
wanted to establish the convent which he eventually built elsewhere. He
improved the wells, built an irrigation system, planted trees, and
tilled the soil with a digging machine that he worked himself. All this
together with duty, twenty-four hours a day, as chaplain and confessor.
He
valued work highly and would allow himself no rest. He learnt from
experience the words of abba Isaac the Syrian, "God and his angels find
joy in necessity; the devil and his workers find joy in idleness."
The interior of the Chapel of St. Gerasimos at the Polyclinic,
Omonia, Athens, where St. Porphyrios served as a priest for thirty years (source)
Departure from the Polyclinic
On the 16th February 1970, having completed thirty-five years of service as a priest, he received a small pension from the Hellenic Clerical Insurance Fund and left his duties at the Polyclinic. In essence, however, he remained until his replacement arrived. Even after that he continued to visit the Polyclinic to meet his great number of spiritual children. Finally, around 1973, he minimized his visits to the Polyclinic and instead received his spiritual children at St. Nicholas’ in Kallisia, Pendeli, where he celebrated the liturgy and heard confession.
On the 16th February 1970, having completed thirty-five years of service as a priest, he received a small pension from the Hellenic Clerical Insurance Fund and left his duties at the Polyclinic. In essence, however, he remained until his replacement arrived. Even after that he continued to visit the Polyclinic to meet his great number of spiritual children. Finally, around 1973, he minimized his visits to the Polyclinic and instead received his spiritual children at St. Nicholas’ in Kallisia, Pendeli, where he celebrated the liturgy and heard confession.
St. Porphyrios (source)
My strength is made perfect in weakness
Elder Porphyrios, in addition to the illness that forced him to leave Mt. Athos, and that kept his left side especially sensitive, suffered with many other ailments, at various times.
Elder Porphyrios, in addition to the illness that forced him to leave Mt. Athos, and that kept his left side especially sensitive, suffered with many other ailments, at various times.
Towards
the end of his service at the Polyclinic he became ill with kidney
trouble. However, he was operated on only when his sickness was in its
advanced stages. This was because he worked tirelessly despite his
illness. He had become used to being obedient "unto death." He was
obedient even to the director of the Polyclinic, who told him to put off
the operation, so that he could celebrate the services for Holy Week.
This delay resulted in him slipping into a coma. The doctors told his
relatives to prepare for his funeral. However, by divine will, and
despite all medical expectations, the Elder returned to earthly life to
continue his service to the members of the Church.
Some
time before that, he had fractured his leg. Related to which is a
miraculous instance of St. Gerasimos’ (whose Polyclinic chapel he
served) concern for him,.
In
addition to this his hernia, from which he suffered until his death,
worsened., because of the heavy loads he used to carry to his home, in
Turkovounia, where he lived for many years.
On
the 20th August 1978, while at St. Nicholas, Kallisia, he had a heart
attack (myocardial stroke). He was rushed to the "Hygeia" hospital,
where he remained for twenty days. When he left the infirmary he
continued his convalescence in Athens in the homes of some of his
spiritual children. This was for three reasons. Firstly, he couldn’t go
to St. Nicholas, Kallisia, as there was no road and he would have to
walk a long way on foot. Furthermore, his house in Turkovounia did not
even have the most basic comforts. Finally, he had to be near to
doctors.
Later,
when he had settled into a temporary shelter in Milesi, the site of the
convent he founded, he had an operation on his left eye. The doctor
made a mistake, destroying the sight in that eye. After a few years the
Elder became completely blind. During the operation, without Elder
Porphyrios’ permission, the doctor gave him a strong dose of cortisone.
The Elder was particularly sensitive to medication, and especially to
cortisone. The result of this injection was continuous
stomach-haemorraghing which returned every three months or so. Because
of his constantly bleeding stomach he couldn’t eat regular food. He
sustained himself with a few spoonfuls of milk and water each day. This
resulted in him becoming so physically exhausted that he reached the
point where he could not even sit up straight. He received twelve blood
transfusions, all of them in his accommodation at Milesi. In the end,
although he was again at Death’s door, by the grace of God he survived
From
that time on, his physical health was terribly compromised. However, he
continued, his ministry as a spiritual father as much as he could, all
the time confessing for shorter periods and often suffering from various
other health problems and in the most frightful pain. Indeed, he
steadily lost his sight until in 1987 he became completely blind. He
steadily decreased the words of advice he gave to people, and increased
the prayers he said to God for them. He silently prayed with great love
and humility for all those who sought his prayer and help from God. With
spiritual joy he saw divine grace acting upon them. Thus, Elder
Porphyrios became a clear example of St. Paul the Apostle words, "My
strength is made perfect in weakness."
He builds a new convent
It was a long held desire of the Elder’s to found a holy convent of his own, to build a monastic foundation in which certain devout women, who were spiritual daughters of his, could live. He had vowed to God that he would not abandon these women when he left the world because they had been faithful helpers of his for many years. As time went on it would be possible for other women who wanted to devote themselves to the Lord to settle down there.
It was a long held desire of the Elder’s to found a holy convent of his own, to build a monastic foundation in which certain devout women, who were spiritual daughters of his, could live. He had vowed to God that he would not abandon these women when he left the world because they had been faithful helpers of his for many years. As time went on it would be possible for other women who wanted to devote themselves to the Lord to settle down there.
His
first thought was to build the Convent at the place in Kallisia,
Pendeli, which he had leased in 1955 from the Holy Monastery of Pendeli.
He tried to persuade the owners many times either to donate or sell him
the land required. It was to no avail. It now seemed that the Lord, the
wise regulator and provider of all, destined another place for this
particular undertaking. So the Elder turned his sights to another area
in his search for real estate.
In
the meantime, however, with the co-operation of his spiritual children,
he put together the legal charter for the foundation of the Convent and
submitted it to the proper church authorities. Since he had not yet
chosen the specific place where his convent would be built, he
identified Turkovounia in Athens as the place where it would be founded.
Here he had a humble little stone house, which, without even the basic
comforts, had been his impoverished abode since 1948.
Elder
Porphyrios did not do anything without the blessing of the Church.
Thus, in this instance he sought and received the canonical approval
both of His Eminence the Archbishop of Athens and of the Holy Synod.
Although the relevant procedures had started in 1978, it was only in
1981, after overcoming much procedural bureaucracy and other
difficulties, that he was privileged enough to see the "Holy Convent of
the Transfiguration of the Savior" recognized by a Presidential decree
and published in the governmental gazette.
The
search for a suitable site to establish the Convent had been started by
the Elder long before his stroke, when he was more than certain that it
wouldn’t be at Kallisia. With extreme care and great zeal, he searched
tirelessly for a site which would have the most advantages. When his
strength had moderately recovered after the stroke and when he felt he
could, he continued the intense search for the place he wanted. He
spared no effort. He traveled around the whole of Attica, Evia and
Viotia in the cars of various spiritual children of his. He looked into
the possibility of building his convent on Crete or some other island.
He worked unbelievably hard. He inquired about hundreds of properties
and visited most of them. He consulted many people. He traveled for
thousands of kilometers. He made countless calculations. He weighed up
all the factors; and finally he selected and purchased some property on
the site of Hagia Sotira, Milesi by Malakasa, Attica, near Oropos.
Early
in 1980 he took up residence on this property at Milesi, which had been
bought for the construction of a convent. For more than a year at the
start, he lived in a mobile home under very difficult conditions,
especially in winter. Afterwards he settled into a small and shabby
house in which he suffered all the hardship of three-months of
continuous stomach-haemorraghing and where he also received numerous
blood transfusions. The blood was donated with much love by his
spiritual children.
The
construction work, which the Elder followed closely, also began in
1980. He paid for the work from savings that he, his friends and his
relatives had made over the years with this aim in mind. He was also
helped by various spiritual children.
The Church of the Transfiguration of Christ, at the Monastery built by St. Porphyrios, Milesi, Attica (source)
The building of the Church of the Transfiguration
His great love for his fellow man was centered upon guiding them to the joy of transfiguration according to Christ. Together with St. Paul the Apostle, he implored us, his brothers and sisters, through God’s compassion "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is the good and acceptable and perfect will of God." (Rom.12:2). He wanted to guide us to the state in which he lived, according to which, "We all with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord." (2 Cor.3:18)
His great love for his fellow man was centered upon guiding them to the joy of transfiguration according to Christ. Together with St. Paul the Apostle, he implored us, his brothers and sisters, through God’s compassion "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is the good and acceptable and perfect will of God." (Rom.12:2). He wanted to guide us to the state in which he lived, according to which, "We all with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord." (2 Cor.3:18)
This
is why he also called his Convent the "Transfiguration" and why he
wanted the church to be dedicated to the Transfiguration. Finally,
through his prayers, he influenced his fellow workers in this venture
and succeeded in his aim. After much consultation and hard work on the
part of the Elder, a simple, pleasing and perfect design was arrived at.
In
the meantime, through the canonical intervention of His Eminence the
Archbishop of Athens, the local Metropolitan (whose seat falls within
the Athenian Archdiocese), gave permission for the church to be built
within his jurisdiction, at Milesi.
The
laying of the foundations took place at midnight between the 25th and
the 26th February, 1990 during an all night vigil in honor of St.
Porphyrios, Bishop of Gaza, the Wonderworker. Elder Porphyrios, sick and
unable to climb the eleven meters down to the ground where the
cornerstone was to be laid, with great emotion, offered his cross for
the cornerstone. From his bed he prayed, using these words: "O Cross of
Christ, make firm this house. O Cross of Christ, save us by Your
strength. Remember,
O Lord, Your humble servant Porphyrios and his companions..." Having
prayed for all those who worked with him, he directed that their names
to be placed in a special position in the church, for their eternal
commemoration.
The
work of building the Church (out of re-enforced concrete) began
immediately. Accompanied by the Elder’s prayers, it progressed without
interruption. He was able to see with his spiritual eyes - for he had
lost his natural sight many years before -, the church reaching the
final stages of that phase of its construction. That is to say, at the
base of the central dome. It actually reached this point on the day of
the Elder’s final departure.
He prepares his return to the Holy Mountain
Elder Porphyrios had never emotionally left Mt. Athos. There was no other subject that interested him more than the Holy Mountain, and especially Kavsokalyvia. For many years he had a hut there, in the name of a disciple of his who he visited on occasion. When he heard in 1984 that the last resident of St. George’s hut had left for good and taken up residence in another monastery, he hastened to the Holy Great Lavra of St. Athanasios, to whom it belonged and asked that it be given to him. It was at St. George’s that he had first taken his monastic vows. He had always wanted to return, to keep the vow made at his tonsure some sixty years earlier, to remain in his monastery until his last breath. He was now getting ready for his final journey.
Elder Porphyrios had never emotionally left Mt. Athos. There was no other subject that interested him more than the Holy Mountain, and especially Kavsokalyvia. For many years he had a hut there, in the name of a disciple of his who he visited on occasion. When he heard in 1984 that the last resident of St. George’s hut had left for good and taken up residence in another monastery, he hastened to the Holy Great Lavra of St. Athanasios, to whom it belonged and asked that it be given to him. It was at St. George’s that he had first taken his monastic vows. He had always wanted to return, to keep the vow made at his tonsure some sixty years earlier, to remain in his monastery until his last breath. He was now getting ready for his final journey.
The
hut was given to him according to the customs of Mt. Athos, with the
monastery’s sealed pledge, dated 21st September 1984. Elder Porphyrios
settled different disciples of his there in succession. In the summer of
1991 there were five. This is the number, that he had mentioned to a
spiritual child of his some three years before as the total that
indicated the year of his death.
St. Porphyrios (source)
Return to his Repentance
During the last two years of his earthly life he would frequently talk about his preparation for his defense before the dread judgment seat of God. He gave strict orders that if he should die here, his body should be transported without fanfare and buried at Kavsokalyvia. In the end, he decided to go there whilst he was still alive. He spoke about a certain story in the Sayings of the Fathers:
During the last two years of his earthly life he would frequently talk about his preparation for his defense before the dread judgment seat of God. He gave strict orders that if he should die here, his body should be transported without fanfare and buried at Kavsokalyvia. In the end, he decided to go there whilst he was still alive. He spoke about a certain story in the Sayings of the Fathers:
A
certain elder, who had prepared his grave when he felt his end was
near, said to his disciple, "My son, the rocks are slippery and steep
and you will endanger your life if you alone take me to my grave. Come,
let us go now that I am alive." And surely his disciple took him by the
hand and the elder lay down in the grave and gave up his soul in peace.
On
the eve of the Feast of the Holy Trinity, 1991, having gone to Athens
to confess to his very old and sickly spiritual father, he received
absolution and left for his hut on Mt. Athos. He settled in and waited
for the end, prepared to give a good defense before God.
Then,
when they had dug a deep grave for him according to his instructions,
he dictated a farewell letter of advice and forgiveness to all his
spiritual children through a spiritual child of his. This letter, dated
June 4 (Old Calendar) and June 17 (New Calendar), was found amongst the
monastic clothes that were laid out for his funeral on the day of his
death. It is published in full on pages 57-58 of this book and is just
one more proof of his boundless humility.
"Through my coming to you again"
Elder Porphyrios left Attica for Mt. Athos with the hidden intention of never returning here again. He had spoken to enough of his spiritual children in such a way that they knew they were seeing him for the last time. To others he just hinted. It was only after his death that they realized what he meant. Naturally, to those who would not be able to stand the news of his departure, he told them that he would be coming back. He said so many things about his death, either clearly or in a cryptic way, so much so, that only the certainty of those around him that he would survive like all the other times (a hope born of desire), can possibly explain the suddenness of the announcement of his death.
Elder Porphyrios left Attica for Mt. Athos with the hidden intention of never returning here again. He had spoken to enough of his spiritual children in such a way that they knew they were seeing him for the last time. To others he just hinted. It was only after his death that they realized what he meant. Naturally, to those who would not be able to stand the news of his departure, he told them that he would be coming back. He said so many things about his death, either clearly or in a cryptic way, so much so, that only the certainty of those around him that he would survive like all the other times (a hope born of desire), can possibly explain the suddenness of the announcement of his death.
Maybe
he himself hesitated like St. Paul the Apostle, who wrote to the
Phillipians, "For I am hard pressed between the two, having a desire to
part and be with Christ, which is far better. Nevertheless, to remain in
the flesh is more needful for you." (Phil.1:23-24) Maybe...
His
spiritual children in Athens were constantly calling upon him and he
was twice forced to return to the Convent against his will. Here, he
gave consolation to all those who needed it. On each occasion he stayed
only for a few days, "that our rejoicing for him would be more abundant
in Jesus Christ by his coming to us." (Paraphrasing the words of the
Apostle, Phil. 1:26.) He would then hurry back to Mt. Athos as quickly
as possible. He ardently desired to die there and to be quietly buried
in the midst of prayer and repentance.
Towards
the end of his physical life he became uneasy over the possibility of
his spiritual children’s love affecting his wish to die alone. He was
used to being obedient and submitting to others. Therefore he told one
of his monks. "If I tell you to take me back to Athens, prevent me, it
will be from temptation." Indeed, many friends of his had made different
plans to bring him back to Athens, since winter was approaching and his
health was getting worse.
The humble grave of St. Porphyrios, Kavsokalyvia, Mount Athos (source)
He sleeps in the Lord
God, who is all-good, and who fulfills the desires of those who feared him, fulfilled Elder Porphyrios’ wish. He made him worthy of having a blessed end in extreme humbleness and obscurity. He was surrounded only by his disciples on Mt. Athos who prayed with him. On the last night of his earthly life he went to confession and prayed noetically. His disciples read the Fiftieth and other psalms and the service for the dying. They said the short prayer, "Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy upon me," until they had completed the rule of a great schema monk.
God, who is all-good, and who fulfills the desires of those who feared him, fulfilled Elder Porphyrios’ wish. He made him worthy of having a blessed end in extreme humbleness and obscurity. He was surrounded only by his disciples on Mt. Athos who prayed with him. On the last night of his earthly life he went to confession and prayed noetically. His disciples read the Fiftieth and other psalms and the service for the dying. They said the short prayer, "Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy upon me," until they had completed the rule of a great schema monk.
With
great love his disciples offered him what he needed, a little bodily
and lot of spiritual comfort. For a long time they could hear his holy
lips whispering the last words that came from his venerable mouth. These
were the same words Christ prayed on the eve of his crucifixion "that
we may be one."
After
this they heard him repeat only one word. The word that is found at the
end of the New Testament, at the conclusion of the Divine Apocalypse
(Revelation) of St. John, "Come" ("Yes, come, Lord Jesus")
The
Lord, his sweet Jesus came. The saintly soul of Elder Porphyrios left
his body at 4:31 on the morning of the 2nd of December, 1991 and
journeyed towards heaven.
His
venerable body, dressed in the monastic manner, was placed in the main
church of Kavsokalyvia. According to custom, the fathers there read the
Gospel all day, and during the night they held an all-night vigil.
Everything was done in agreement with the detailed verbal instructions
of Elder Porphyrios. They had been written down to avoid any mistake.
At
dawn, on the 3rd of December 1991, the earth covered the venerable
remains of the holy Elder in the presence of the few monks of the holy
skete of Kavsokalyvia. It was only then, in accordance with his wishes,
that his repose was announced.
It
was that time of day when the sky becomes rose-colored, reflecting the
brightness of the new day that is approaching. A symbol for many souls
of the Elder’s transition from death to light and life.
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The Cell of St. Porphyrios at the Monastery of the Transfiguration of Christ, Milesi (source)
A brief sketch
The chief characteristic of Elder Porphyrios throughout his whole life was his complete humbleness. This was accompanied by his absolute obedience, his warm love and his unmurmuring patience with unbearable pain. He was noted for his wise discretion, his inconceivable discernment, his boundless love of learning, his extraordinary knowledge (a gift very much from God and not form his non-existent schooling in the world), his inexhaustible love of hard work, and his continuous, humble, (and for that reason successful) prayer. In addition to this, his pure Orthodox convictions, without any kind of fanaticism, his lively but for the most part unseen and unknown, interest in the affairs of our Holy Church, his effective advice, the many sides of his teaching his long-suffering spirit, his profound devotion, and the seemly manner of the holy services that he celebrated and the lengthy offering which he kept carefully hidden unto the end.
The chief characteristic of Elder Porphyrios throughout his whole life was his complete humbleness. This was accompanied by his absolute obedience, his warm love and his unmurmuring patience with unbearable pain. He was noted for his wise discretion, his inconceivable discernment, his boundless love of learning, his extraordinary knowledge (a gift very much from God and not form his non-existent schooling in the world), his inexhaustible love of hard work, and his continuous, humble, (and for that reason successful) prayer. In addition to this, his pure Orthodox convictions, without any kind of fanaticism, his lively but for the most part unseen and unknown, interest in the affairs of our Holy Church, his effective advice, the many sides of his teaching his long-suffering spirit, his profound devotion, and the seemly manner of the holy services that he celebrated and the lengthy offering which he kept carefully hidden unto the end.
As an Epilogue
a) "The one who comes to me I will by no means cast out." (Jn. 3:37)
Elder Porphyrios throughout his whole life received all those who came to him; becoming, like St. Paul, "All things to all people in order to save them."
a) "The one who comes to me I will by no means cast out." (Jn. 3:37)
Elder Porphyrios throughout his whole life received all those who came to him; becoming, like St. Paul, "All things to all people in order to save them."
All
kinds passed by his humble cell; both holy ascetics and sinful thieves,
Orthodox Christians and people of other denominations and religions,
insignificant people and famous personalities, rich and poor, illiterate
and literate, lay people and clergy of all ranks. To each one he
offered the love of Christ for their salvation.
This
does not mean that all those who went to the Elder or who knew him, for
however long, adopted his message or acquired his virtue, and thus were
as worthy of our complete trust as he was. A great deal of care,
vigilance and good sense is required, because as the Elder becomes well
known, the temptation will come to some people to claim some type of
attachment or connection with him. They will want to boast or to create
the false impression that they are speaking for him. Apart from pure
devotion and true love, apart from humble approach and honest learning,
there is also conceit and personal gain. Naivety exists, but so does
guile. Ignorance exists but so does error and deception.
In
his final years Elder Porphyrios grieved about this a lot. That is to
say, many people passed themselves off as his spiritual children and let
it be hinted that they did what they did with the Elder’s blessing or
approval. However, the Elder neither knew them nor sanctioned their
activities. In fact he twice requested that relevant notices to be
written for the briefing of Christians. On both occasions he revoked the
order for their publication.
Here
is one example. The Elder had taken a certain stance regarding various
ecclesiastical issues that were dividing the faithful. This was known to
very few people, who should have kept it confidential. Sometimes,
however, people came who followed or expressed the opinion of one side
or the other. It is not right to suppose that because a certain person
saw the Elder, the opinion which that person held was then blessed by
the Elder. If only we were obedient to the Elder! If only those of us
who approached him had embraced his advice and in general his spirit!
His
spirit generally speaking was one of absolute submission to the
"official" Church. He did absolutely nothing without her approval. He
knew from experience in the Holy Spirit that the bishops are bearers of
divine grace quite independent of their personal virtue. He perceptibly
felt divine grace and he saw where it was acting and where it wasn’t
acting. He graphically emphasized that grace is opposed to the proud,
but not to sinners, however humble.
For
this reason, he didn’t agree with actions that provoked disputes and
conflicts within the Church or verbal attacks on bishops. He always
advised that the solution to all the Church’s problems should be found
in the Church and by the Church with prayer, humility and repentance. It
is better, he said, for us to make mistakes within the Church than to
act correctly outside it.
b) "Stand fast in one spirit, with one mind striving together for the faith of the Gospel." (Phil.1:27)
The Elder taught that the basic element of the Spiritual life in Christ, the great mystery of our faith, is unity in Christ. It is that sense of identifying with our brother, of carrying the burdens of one another, of living for others as we live for ourselves, of saying "Lord Jesus Christ have mercy upon ME" and for that "ME" to contain and to become for ourselves the pain and the problems of the other, of suffering like they suffer, of rejoicing like they rejoice, their fall becoming our fall and their getting up again becoming our getting up again.
The Elder taught that the basic element of the Spiritual life in Christ, the great mystery of our faith, is unity in Christ. It is that sense of identifying with our brother, of carrying the burdens of one another, of living for others as we live for ourselves, of saying "Lord Jesus Christ have mercy upon ME" and for that "ME" to contain and to become for ourselves the pain and the problems of the other, of suffering like they suffer, of rejoicing like they rejoice, their fall becoming our fall and their getting up again becoming our getting up again.
This
is why his last words, his last entreaty to God, his last prayer, his
greatest desire was that we "become one." That was what he ached, wished
and longed for.
In
this wonderful and simple way, how many problems were solved and how
many sins were avoided. Did my brother fall? I fell. How can I blame him
since I am at fault? Did my brother succeed? I succeed. How can I envy
him since I am the winner?
The
Elder knew that because it’s our weakest point, it is here that the
evil one does greatest battle. We put our own interests first. We
separate ourselves. We want to flee the consequences of our actions for
ourselves only. However when such a spirit prevails, there is no
salvation for us. We must want to be saved along with everyone else. We
should, together with God’s saint, say, "If you don’t save all of these
people, Lord, then erase my name from the book of Life." Or, like
Christ’s apostle, wish to become accursed from Christ, for the sake of
my fellow man, my brothers and my sisters.
This
is love. This is the power of Christ. This is the essence of God. This
is the royal way of spiritual life. We should love Christ who is
EVERYTHING, by loving His brothers and sisters, for whom the least of
which Christ died.
Icon of St. Porphyrios of Kavsokalyvia, from the Church of St. Nicholas, Porto Lagos, Metochion of Vatopedi Monastery (source)
Apolytikion – Mode 1
“The son of Evia (Euboea), the Elder of All Greeks, * the initiate of
Divine Vision and True friend of Christ. * Porphyrios, O faithful, let
us praise * who from childhood was filled with divine gifts *
the demonized are redeemed and the sick are healed who cry out: “Glory to Him who gave His might to you! * Glory to Him who made you Holy! * Glory to Him, who, through you, effects cures for all.”
the demonized are redeemed and the sick are healed who cry out: “Glory to Him who gave His might to you! * Glory to Him who made you Holy! * Glory to Him, who, through you, effects cures for all.”
(source)
Through the prayers of our Holy Fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us and save us! Amen!
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